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all i need is the air that i breathe
just to love you.
Created on 2002-04-14 10:57:59 (#528371), last updated 2005-10-23
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| Name: | i won't worry my life away. |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 07-08 |
| Location: | Plymouth, Michigan, United States |
i'm 19 years old and already i need to start over.
two decades in and you try to find yourself everywhere; in the songs you hear and the words you write and the way you speak.
so far to go and you try to believe that you'll make it. that you understand it.
you are not pretentious. you are not selfish. you are almost beautiful, but sometimes it's hard to see yourself in the mirror. instead you see pieces. a mistake there, a less-than-acceptable here, ignorance in abundance, intelligence in remission.
so you let your eyes blur. see not quite so much, and think even less.
you think the poetry is coming back to you, and then you lose it as soon as you sit down to catch it.
you think the poetry is coming back to you but you never can be sure what IT is.
you think the poetry is coming back to you but then you remember you're only 19 years in with decades more to realize the rhythm, the brilliance, the perfection in life.
so far to go and you tell yourself that you'll make it. that you understand it. that it will come back.
two decades in and you try to find yourself everywhere; in the songs you hear and the words you write and the way you speak.
so far to go and you try to believe that you'll make it. that you understand it.
you are not pretentious. you are not selfish. you are almost beautiful, but sometimes it's hard to see yourself in the mirror. instead you see pieces. a mistake there, a less-than-acceptable here, ignorance in abundance, intelligence in remission.
so you let your eyes blur. see not quite so much, and think even less.
you think the poetry is coming back to you, and then you lose it as soon as you sit down to catch it.
you think the poetry is coming back to you but you never can be sure what IT is.
you think the poetry is coming back to you but then you remember you're only 19 years in with decades more to realize the rhythm, the brilliance, the perfection in life.
so far to go and you tell yourself that you'll make it. that you understand it. that it will come back.
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60's music, 70's style, 80's music, 80's style, acting, altering clothes, alternative, american beauty, ann arbor, argyle, art, backrubs, being girly, belts, ben kweller, billy joel, blue moons, boys and blankets, bracelets, brand new, bubble baths, buddhism, cake, candles, cats, childhood, chuck taylors, clothes, clovers, cows, dancing, dark hair on guys, dashboard confessional, daydreaming, dogs, drawing, drew barrymore, early 90's style, emo, fettucini alfredo with shrimp, fish, flowers, french fries, goofing off, guys, hair dye, hearts, high fidelity, horseshoes, indie rock, italian food, italian guys, jack johnson, jimmy fallon, john cusack, john mayer, jude law, kids named paul, laughing, lime green, made for tv movies, making fun of people, making things, matt caplan, me red balloons, mr. matthew pancone, music, nail clippers, painting, paisley, parks, paul's voice changer, people, phone calls, piano, piercings, pigs, pizza, plaid, poetry, pots o' gold, pretty fabric, punk, rainbows, red hair on girls, religion, rollerblading, sand castles, scarves, scruff mcgruff, sex & the city, shoes, shopping, singing, sitting on my butt, skirts, slackers, slam poetry, sleep, socks, spanish, stars, stripes, sunshine, swings, t-shirts, tattoos, the matrix, the white stripes, the zoo, thinking i'm in love, third eye blind, threebrain.com, thrift stores, thunderstorms, ties, travel, vintage, weezer, writing
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